Something oddly satisfying

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People judge.

Let them be as in the time of growing loneliness, this interruption might help.

We spent maximum of our time sorting things inside our heads.

This whole ‘time’ is ours and we give it to overthinking and others, who don’t even bother to give a sneeze. Why don’t we focus on ourselves first and sort things prioritising inside our head?

We try to be good in front of others and try to be the best person they ever knew! just to keep the relationship going. Why can’t we just be ourselves and stay within our boundaries of mind, with a limited setup?

This not only helps to seek the answers but also stabilises our lives more positively.

What is it we felt and left back to choose? What’s inside this particular society we lost? There are rather more questions than the answers that we get.

We might not be asking the correct question to the correct person or we might feel ourselves so less to ask our inner self.

I believe there is no other expert who will give more confidence than our inner institution.

We feel so less of ourselves that if we go out also we seek permission from someone and that person needs to approve it looking at your purpose and day-long activities and actions. I mean how convenient is that? How can someone else give us the authority which is already ours?

Just to get the praise don’t do it, do it if it comes from your heart.

Focusing on — Me, Myself & I

I think this extra phenomenal behaviour started with capturing hearts and getting numerous followers on social media by making videos. Everyone needs attention now, everyone needs healthy comments to be made, and everything to stay healthy and safe but how can it be?

The higher steps you are taking, the more you are open to danger and judgment.

You can’t fix it but work in your head, if you have started something then be strong enough to go through hell!

We think too much about people, with unnecessary things and give ourselves too much stress. How much we think it’s never gonna be any better in their knockheads, only unnecessary banging.

The better and easiest way is to focus on self, what’s within.

Things you can do:-

Remember to prioritise yourself before things.

Take less stress and smooth decisions.

Even if you are negative or bad inside, it’s ok, every petal has a different story and they grow differently from one bud.

They are indifferent while staying together but look good as a whole.

Be you, because you are beautiful the way you are, always.

You don’t know, How beautiful you are!

Everyone falls in love with you in specific phases of your life. You can’t let it go, can’t pass it on, can’t protect yourself from it. Apparently, it’s just the wishes you have been holding for so long that’s been fulfilled.

It’s the promises that you’ll break, some moments to make, hold on to all these good and bad memories with you, it shapes you.

This intimidating feeling creates you within yourself.

Just trust the process and don’t let everything get heavy on you.

Small reminder- you are not bitch nor a slut. You are completely okay, let people judge you in innumerable terms or ways but you need that to know this society, all of this, everything matters.

People always find you in different situations, in difficult phases of life.

Remember who stays, who cared for you, who helped you, who let go you free. If you’ll remember only their actions then choose wisely not to be betrayed.

Only you can be your own protector. Each phase of yours is beautiful and it matters. Each situation matters, even a small leaf has a role to play.

Every small thing gives you happiness, all the lights which you spread around. People say many beautiful things with a smooth flow lies. Beware of these people who judge you easily and try to show you the lie paths.

Apart from their mouth, nothing is big, nothing comes free in this world.

All your own experiences will help you to be the person you want to become and this world needs.

This feels so real, so mine. I can see these footsteps which have taken in the past. I can see all these memories that have been left behind. I can see clouds moving much faster than our destiny, and I too see these winters passing for many years from south to north.

I can see all of these feelings felt by people that are never to be felt.

I protect it, keep it but it’s not my job to do so… but I still do it.

Published by Isha Adwitiya Dash

Researcher, bookworm, dancer, stitchings, painter, photographer, writer......

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